Paul,
Wishing you all the best, YOU can, NO YOU'LL beat this!
I just completed an intense 6 month regiment of Chemotherapy myself. I have Stage 4 cancer that was dormant for 3.5 years and just recently took off and now I have to wait till July to find out if it diminished my tumor enough to prolong my life. I've still have people to annoy and aggravate in my life, LOL.
All my thoughts and prayers are directed towards you. I've learned that the best defense is making with the positive waves, man!
Hang in there. Peace, Brother.
If you need any moral support from another cancer survivor contact me. I've learned how to definitely keep positive 24/7.