Well, I think I need a hobby that more predictable, and less stress (having other stress relate health probs to start with) So I figure when all is said and done.. I will probably refocus on trains and computers, maybe get a new scanner.. I goto in to ham finally thinking it's be more active and more social talking, which is what I wanted. But I didn't know anybody going in to it.. and that just doesn't work from what I seen.
But at least I got my license, proved I could do it.. and just move on now..
A hobby should not be stressful, but I have gotten more stress from dealing with RadioReference than I have with ham radio
Sounds like you have thrown in the towel already, but consider this: Field Day is coming up the last weekend in June. That is when a club will descend upon a park and work together to set up stations, often with several exhibits and activities for the public as well. It is not like going to a meeting and sitting there...it is active and a great way to meet people and ASK QUESTIONS. Hams love to tell you about their experiences and help other hams fix problems.
You have already invested time, energy, and money to begin exploring this hobby, and you have barely scratched the surface. You owe it to yourself to make one more serious attempt, and Field Day is an excellent opportunity to do that.
(They have Field Day in Canada too.) Yes, those same ARES people will be there, but here's your chance to go up to them and say, "Hi, I'm 'Geek.' I'm new to ham radio but I'm really interested in ARES work...can I hang out with you guys? How can I help? Hey, any ideas for getting up an antenna for working 20m in a tight space? I tried but it did not work so well."
I understand your frustrations, and also understand your thinking of bagging it altogether, but don't quit before you really give it your best try... unless you are really not interested, in which case just close the thread and go.
"You will never score, 100% of the time, on shots you do not take."
- Wayne Gretzky
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