I didn't want to mention this and I do appreciate and give thanks for the good words and thoughts but didn't want to seem like I'm simping for sympathy. Thing is, people deserve to know why things basically disappeared. We (myself and a friend) had some grand plans but they vaporized (my fault, not his) when all that happened. When I say not being able to do anything with it since then, I meant since 2021. It was non stop Dr appointments, and a complete rearrangement of life since 2021. We kind of got back to a steady normal during the regular chemo appointments for a couple years but it was still difficult. Eventually, things went into a flat spin and then it was over starting around mid June 2024. I really didn't have any time to sit and study things and dedicate real brain power to the project at all. I kept distracted and busy with other side projects that were more mechanical and intuitive but was in a state of kind of constant panic.
I'm just not the same person still. I'm getting back there but it's going to take time.
My sincere and deepest condolences for the loss of your wife. Sometimes the less said the better.